New Years (2015)
1 of 365:
You know, someone or something once told me; To be patient, that one day you will meet people exactly like you...
To this very day, I still ask myself:
'In
what world is this whisper coming from? Who is the person who allows me
to think these thoughts that clearly isn't entirely one's own
thoughts?'
Who allows me to see into this world we call reality and who allows me to dream it?
Who chooses how our life plays out ?
Us or God?
It's
not easy finding inspiration is it? Nor is it easy finding what exactly
your life purpose is. I guess that's why I wish to blog, to write, to
somehow inspire and to make connections and manifest my thoughts into
this very reality around me, because my dreams tell me to... But there's
a fine-line to that! Dreams are far from this world than we think, but
as close as we imagine them to be. Think of a star that shines in the night
canvas of the sky, the moon that illuminates over our world casting the
very shadow that is "us", the gold crimson ball of life that comes out
to shine every waking moment of our lives. What more could we entirely
ask for? All is given to us, we have the entire package, the resources
to create a masterpiece, in every moment is a gift to be given and
received from best of both worlds.
Okay, Let's admit being the
person that I am, many times have I allowed those moments go to waste,
many times have I sat there and wondered "Am I capable of being who I
dream to be?" and honestly? I'll never truly know,
Unless!
Yes, unless I try, unless I put my beliefs into thoughts, thoughts into
words, words into action, actions into habits, habits into values, and
finally your values become your
DESTINY. (
Words inspired by Gandhi)
If you're going to fail at something, fail at something you're
passionate about, fail at something that will teach you meaning and
purpose.
What is your destiny?
But first, what is your beliefs, your thoughts, your words, your action, your habits?
Because that, that creates your destiny...
- You're your own Leonardo Da Vinci, create your own 'Mona Lisa' with the same hands and visions you were set out to create with.
-
Your
destiny, is like a story, the story of ____________. (Insert your
AWESOME name here.) Now, it's an extraordinary story because you're the
author, the narrator, the characters, you're the creator... and the
story
itself is YOU, you are a living story. We dream about our future,
planning what we exactly want, but truth is all there will ever be are
ghosts behind those empty doors that never truly existed to begin with.
We create problems for ourselves that were never truly there, in a sense
we unnecessarily make our lives harder than what it truly is.
No
one said Life would be easy, and there is no set time to fully achieving
your true purpose, whatever your purpose may come to be, it is at your
own pace. I must admit to the fact that I tend to give up more often
than I'm proud of, but I always seem to amaze myself how many times I've
fallen and got back up. How many times I've been broken into a million
pieces and still manage to put the pieces back together. I could say
that I entirely did that myself, but I'll just be a liar! Life will
always be the greatest lesson, the greatest influence in our lives and
our biggest enemy and the biggest asset to our external and internal
world; we are the deciders "we are the wild youth, chasing visions of
our futures, maybe one day, we will reveal the truth..." - (
Lyrics by Daughter - Youth)
The
beings of life will continue to push and pull at you until you realize
that you have more control than you imagine, you can fight back or allow
the forces of life to beat at you, step all over you, or you can say
"NO, I'm the player, so lets play the game..." And play it to win. If
you fail, play it harder, and harder, and harder. Until you become the
best of your world and God's world.
If you want something, simple:
If you want to be a writer, then write. If you want to be a painter,
pick up the paint brush, if you want to take over your life? Then pick
up yourself, pick up all the shit in your life, and plant a garden. What
are you waiting for? Turn that chapter, and start writing...
“Our
deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we
are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that
most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a
child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is
nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel
insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were
born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just
in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we
unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are
liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates
others.”
-
Marianne Williamson(speech given by
Nelson Mandala in 1996.)
Words of Gratitude:
(I
would like to say, thank you to all my inspiration to all of life and
everything in it that inspires me to grow and to learn. I truly didn't
feel very motivated to do this, but I guess the people in my life and
the voice in my head, convinced me to sit here for quite awhile, and
push me to write, to try and inspire, to push, and to pick up that
controller, and control...)
